I'm 18 now and Everything just seems so bleak.
I recently moved out of my mums because shes proper abusive and constantly swears and blames me for everything. She calls me evil and devil child and says I should die. Then a few days later everything would go back hunky dory until she starts on me again so I left her house.
Im lucky enough to have found really really cheap accomodation for the summer with bills included, which is a plus I guess.
But I started something with my landlord and now he touches me up all the time and him walking around naked and sleeping in my bed makes me uncomfortable.
But I cant complain. I got off with my female housemate too and im just leaving some guys house. same happened yesterday.
Im getting off with random people I barely know.
I miss my ex so much and our breakup is killing me deep inside. No one comapares and Im constantly being reminded.
I'm very popular and I have friends but none close enough that I can just call up. Everyone always makes excuses or are genuinely busy. Im working as a fundraiser now. The money is good and the travelling is nice...but im still in my overdraft and running out of money. I dont know what to do. Life is just so **** and theres no stability anymore. Im disgusted and humiliated in myself and i just dont know who I am anymore.