I've been born into a great deal of wealth; my family is very well-off, and I recently inherited a lot of money from a relative. I'm not classist or anything, and I intend to put it to good use after I graduate by investing and starting my own business, but I always worry about what it might mean for my relationships.
I am currently at university, but I have never had a boyfriend before in my life. I've attracted my fair share of guys, but I haven't liked any of them enough to go out with them, and I am trying to focus on my degree and so on. A lot of those who have asked me out have known about how well-off I am and made it clear this was one of the reasons they found me attractive.
Some of these boys were from rich families themselves, but I just find it repulsive that someone would want to date me not because of who I am but my money. Boys tend to stereotype me without knowing me and assume I am up myself. So I don't like telling people where I'm going on holiday or what my parents do. But then they get annoyed when they do find out. I can't win!
After I graduate, I would love a normal middle-class life, but I know in my heart that's not possible. I want my own business and not a normal job; I am fiercely ambitious and work very hard. I like the thought of the high life, but I could never be some rich guy's trophy wife; in fact, I tend to find boys who haven't been born into money more attractive as they have a tendency to be more humble and have better values. I don't know many self-made rich guys at my age.
Having money brings a certain lifestyle and sometimes that lifestyle feels like a prison in that you get so used to it it's easy to have friends outside that lifestyle but hard to find a guy who wants to get too involved in it. What ordinary working-class or middle-class guy is going to want to marry a rich career-minded girl? I am also Christian, and only want to marry another Christian, which further narrows the field as a lot of Christian guys do not like rich people even if you try to do good with your money.
If I were male, my life would be so much easier; it's much, much more socially acceptable for men to marry women less well off and women are also more keen on the idea of "marrying up" than men. Plus, I wouldn't have to feel like I have to choose between a high-flying career and lifestyle and a normal, stable middle-class lifestyle with a nice husband, 2 kids and a white picket fence. I honestly fancy rich guys less.
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