Recently, it has dawned on me that the end is nigh. I will graduate from Kings College London next July, most likely with a 2:1 in history- perhaps a 1:1 if I really put the work in. Family members and friends that I speak to expect that I'm excited; about to embark on that long and varied adventure which is life but in all honesty I'm confused, bewildered and petrified.
I come from a relatively wealthy and privileged background to the extent that during my formative years in secondary school and sixth form I didn't have to find jobs. I was never idle, always making some kind of money by buying and selling items on Ebay. However, now I look to my CV and feel completely overeducated and under-qualified. A stint working at an independent vintage store came to an end during the summer after I completed my advanced highers when the owner (escaping debtors) upped and left with any remaining money. Then, I spent some time working as a porter for an auctioneers before I managed to get a job in a call centre- the money was reasonable, the job? immoral and awful. I left at Christmas. I briefly worked for the caterers Delaware North Companies as a concessions assistant at the Wembley and Arsenal stadiums a position which saw me getting paid less than £30 for seven hour shifts. I worked the contract to its end in June and returned home to Scotland for the summer.
I am now thinking seriously of becoming a teacher, the competitive career-of-choice for will-be graduates like me without ideas or pre-determined ambition. The line of work does actually appeal to me more than some faceless corporate role, I hope to make a difference even if it is in the smallest possible way. To this end I have organised London-based work experience starting in September and will interview for the Beanstalk reading program too.
I was wondering if other people found themselves in a similar position to me, or if I am unique, under-qualified and ultimately doomed?