for ages I was positive that I could only do my best. I started revision early to make sure that I secured myself at least 3 C's in all my subjects and maybe even get one of them up to a B.
Recently I keep having these dreams that its results day and I dont get the grades I need to go to my first choice, I dont want to go to my second choice anymore, what happens if they won't let me in if i don't have the grades, then what do i do? repeat the year? well i dont want to do that, I dont want to get a job at this stage either. (It's quite ironic - I never wanted to go to uni and only applied because my teachers told me to. Now I really want to go)
I had an exam the other day which didnt go well and I keep thinking what if I now get a D in that - that was potentially my strongest subject and now I may have mucked it up so much that I get a D, meaning the pressure is really on in my other two subjects.
Apart from anything else, I really want all C's (minimum) because I want to do this for myself. I got an A and a B in the two subjects that I have carried on from GCSE and I will be really pissed off if i get anything lower than a C at A level, espically because it feels like I have stayed at roughly the same level - ie someone said to me a A at GCSE equiates to about a C at A-level, and it's really anoying with nothing you can do about it