dont blame you - i did an early years pgce and loved working with the kids but felt the job was not for me - i dont mind working hard when things have a purpose but i hated the system and felt much of the things being taught were meaningless. the ed psych course is tempting because its another doctorate and you get paid for it, but im not sure i can adhere to the worldview of psychologists so easily since ive spent the last 4-5 years working in/studying special and inclusive education which s is rather resistant to notions of putting children in boxes and causal ontologies. BUT, having said that - id love to work and live in london, and the elitest, show-off streak in me would like 2 doctorates on my cv!! And I also respect psychology a lot, even though i dont like hows its applied in education.