So today this girl had a go at me saying that the reason I'm a loner is because I'm really boring, I don't b*tch about other people and I'm weird.
She is right. I don't really have any friends. I practically live in the library. In my previous school, girls used to b*tch about other girls all the time, especially those at the back of my bus. In my current school there are these two girls who literally b*tch about other people the entire bus journey every day.
I'm not saying I've never b*tched about anyone else in my life because I have. But pretty much about people who were mean to me, and not really about their looks or anything else just about their personality.
And I've noticed that this is what a lot of people's conversations consist of and I have nothing to say. When I sit with a group of girls and they're gossiping about other people I usually stay quiet, and if they ask for my opinion on the person I usually respond 'I don't really mind them'.
Is there anyone else like this? What that girl said to me hurt, and was quite humiliating as other girls were laughing. I mean if I hate gossiping about other people, what else can I talk about? Academics gets boring, if you only talk about yourself you come across as narcisstic, celebrity discussion gets boring...
And if I come across as arrogant I'm really sorry. I'm just wondering if there is anyone else in the same situation or who has experienced this, and also as a way of venting