I Don't want it to end

ok me and this girl are kinda really close and i mean we were chatting the other day and there was flirting etc and it all jsut felt so right - i am totally in lvoe with her and the only problem is when i go off to uni we are going to different places and i hate everything about it - i dont want to do the course but most of all i dont want to lose her - she is perfect in every way and she will have loads of guys after her at uni and even if we were to meet again she would be involved with someone else - i dont have courage to ask her out but we almost kissed the other day - i cant take much more of this - i have been in love with this girl for years and i just want her so badly - i cry about it all the time and i dont know how i can keep in touch with her or what to do - abit of a ramble but i had to get it off my chest