I just don't want to be "diagnosed" as it might hunt me back for the rest of my life. Im soon to be medic and the medical school do check if you have suffered depression. For the drugs, I don';t want to take any as they are gonna **** up my system. For the counselling, my GO once scheduled me a counselling but i kinda cancelled it. I don't know why. fear, anxiety mix emotions.
I wasn't diagnosed with depression or borderline personality disorder as even though i have all the symptoms, i don't have the suicidal thoughts. however i do feel im suffering from manic depression i.e. mood swings and periods of highs and lows. I was on a hig state for a weeks so i guess im on my low state at the moment.