Yesterday, after my last exam, my gf met me outside the 6th form gates and told me that, due to me starting at uni (and therefore not being at 6th form), and with her having extra commitments of seeing her little brother more often and getting a part-time job, she didn't think that we'd get much time to see each other. So she decided that we should break-up.
I'm sad about that because we only live a mile apart, and I think that surely she could find time, maybe at evenings. But I guess it's what she wants.
Right now though, I feel pretty lonely. Simply because a lot of my friends are in the year below at 6th form, and it would look rather peculiar if I strolled in, what with her and all her friends being there. I don't think it'd do her any favours seeing me anyway at the minute. And I'd probably cry, which, in front of her, would again be something 'not needed'.
Now that I'm on my own, and not really able to talk to any of my friends, I feel like I'm going to fall apart - the next 3 months (prior to uni) are going to be really lonely ones. And if there's one thing that gets me down, it's being on my own.
So just thought I'd ask for any advice on how I can change my mindset to feel happier about myself right now?
Cheers