I'm female, 21 and havent had a b/f/sexual relationship for about a year and a half. I lost my virginity to my first love b/f of a year and i waited 8 months before doing so and I definitly make sure I feel like i love someone before I sleep with someone.
Anyhow, as its been a year and a half since i had sex (when i started having sex with my b/f i couldnt get enough of him lol) and i now find myself masturbating quite a lot. Now i feel a little ashamed of this as i reckon its the way ive been brought up to be prim and proper some would say rather conservative. I think its just a state of mind, but i feel wrong somehow for loving doing it. Also when i started having sex i loved it and was ready and everything (i was 18) i felt a little wrong for liking doing it.
I dont know whether its the way my parents taught me about sex and stuff and their views (they arent that bad, they arent against sex before marriage) but its really having a bad psychological effect on me as i feel wrong.
It isnt wrong is it? surely from reading this forum everone does it, how do i get over this psychological barrier?