Hi.
Just wanting some opinions and advice really.
I went to medical school when I was 18. Incredibly excited and motivated, being something I decided that I wanted to do from the age of 12.
However when I was at medical school I unfortunately developed a whole heap of fairly severe medical problems. I finished my third year, and then made a decision to take a year out and have hospital treatment.
Unfortunately it took much longer than a year, and so I made the only decision I could at the time and withdrew from the course. I was in no way pressurised to do this from the medical achool, but I knew that I'd had too much time out and couldn't guarantee when I'd be well enough to return. It was the hardest decision I ever had to make, and I've been through a sort of mourning for the life I'd dreamt of and worked so hard towards.
Fast forward a couple of years. I made the decision to apply for postgrad children's nursing. (As I'd completed 3 years and 360 credits I was awarded an honours degree in medical sciences). I had always wanted to specialise in paediatrics, and believed the path of being a dr was closed to me as in my eyes I'd failed medical school.
Anyway, here comes the issue. My medical school gave me the most glowing reference. They made it very clear that I hadn't failed, were very complimentary over how I was as a student, and said that I'd shown great insight and maturity to know that I wasn't well enough at the time to do full time study. And it's sort of made the penny drop with me - I hadn't failed, I am good enough, I'd always passed academically and clinically, I was just sick.
So now I don't know what to do. Pursue nursing and work hard and get to advanced practitioner level. Be less stressful, quicker to learn, fees paid for, certain to get in. Or withdraw my application and instead apply in 2014 to do graduate entry medicine? Which is crazily competitive, and I'm not sure how any uni would view the whole been to medical school before... My health is better, but I'm still not 100%. But I think I have the right treatment package around me.
I've been told by several people that I am too intelligent for nursing and should instead be looking at GEM. But I've left medical school full of personal doubts over my academic ability, although no one else has them in me.
What would you do? Thanks for any replies
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