your dad told you to kill yourself?
No, he said that i never seem to enjoy life and that i'm a big disappointment to him.
Dear oh dear...take yourself off for a trip around the world, experience different ways of life and different cultures.
My best friend killed herself - the fall out is not nice.
Go and see your GP, or speak to someone you trust. Suicide is kinda final, and as horrid as they seem, your problems may only be transient...
You don't get a kick, as in you feel 'numb'??
DON'T kill yourself. That would just be cocking everything else up (though I'm not saying you have). What do you mean by failed Uni, failed to get in twice or dropped out twice?
Mabye you could see about getting your own place as this would allow you to escape from your dads negative comments.
You should see your GP and call the Samaritans.
Do something you really enjoy. Anything! (not suicide)
Loads of people drop out of college and live happy lives, cause they dont let failure get them down and instead look at it as a learning experience.
Try not to live up to other peoples expectations so much ( like your dad and your gf ), and just focus on what you want to do, cause those that matter dont mind, and those that mind dont matter.
The acne is probably caused by stress, but ultimately its whats on the inside that counts. ( no bs )
And Timeslikethese, thankyou for your posts. I was (still am ) really in love with my ex, but you're right that there are plenty more people out there.
you wont accomplish anything from commiting suicide, i know things seem bad
to a ridiculous extent at the moment but thats no reason to quit. why dont you take a while off uni and relax for a while then get back into it when you are ready. you need a good time, im sure there is someone that you can meet up with to talk to and have a day out. the worst thing you can do is quit everyone has a value just by being alove, you just need to find yours again.
I would say it's very terminal!
I don't know. I feel like i fail in everything, life, love, work, fun..... negative i know, but i don't know what i'm to do with myself to be happy.
So to answer the question.... I don't know. I just feel quite depressed so i'm not too sure.