I know exactly how you feel Buttercup, my dad was diagnosed with cancer a few years ago, luckily he's in remission now but I remember it like it was yesterday. I'd never seen my dad cry before then and it was just awful to see him suffer like that. So if you need to talk at all then feel free to PM me because I know what youre going through.
Hopefully the results will come back ok and your dad will be fine, but just remember that in the unfortunate case that they dont, it has been caught early and chances are they can treat it and get rid of it.
Keeping my fingers crossed for your dad and yourself, take care x
I'm so sorry to hear about your situation. My mum had aggressive ovarian cancer 3 years ago and that was torture, I can remember feeling the way you say you're feeling now, your whole life just seems to come crashing down and no-one can truly understand unless they've been through it. My dad is now having a 3 month break before he has palliative chemotherapy for bowel cancer, it's easier this time because he is so matter of fact and deals with it well, plus I'm not a little girl anymore, but it's still really hard. I really know how you feel and it sounds like quite a few others have or have had similar situations to you too. There's no guarantee that the news is going to be bad, so hold on to that. xx
Hun I know exactly what you are going through. When I was 6 my mom was diagnosed with Lupus which subsiquently caused the development of stomach cancer. Although she did have surgery to remove the tumor, after 3 years it came back and unfortunately she succumbed to it.
Just try to be strong for your dad...be there for him all you can. He knows what you are going through. I'm a prayerful person and it always helps me. I don't know your beliefs or anything..but try that. It might help. And you don't even have to think of it as a prayer...just speak your feelins out loud...might just help.