Interracial relationships. Of course you would meet people who detest the idea, and unlucky for me I have been on that hand ever since I was born.
There has been too much going on to start at one place. A guy like you must have a chance with these white females. Whatever is holding you back is probably your confidence and lack of belief, that someone like you don't stand a chance, but in truth you really did. All that time wasting self pity and hollowing yourself in the corner has only stripped the clear opportunities around you. It is hard to follow your own likes when so many people are breaking it down. Just because you feel that you don't like asian girls are prefer white girls it doesn't make you alien at all - but honest and truthful, something which is difficult to find in people. Spending time following what should be done rather than how you feel is wrong.
It is never easy to admit something, but by posting here I know that you are at the end of your strings. With all that intellect you still cannot solve your love problems. Perhaps you never see yourself being with a girl who isn't white and that isn't a problem. I've seen white girls with preferences for asian only, so they do exist.
But that was a long time ago, as you grow up you stop becoming jaded by the front and ideals of a women. They aren't a necessity, your own well being and future is more important. For some reason, relationships like those don't last, because they move on more easily, all those values and independence disappear - until you realize you've become someone entirely different you fear and run away, otherwise known as moving on.