Now i know this is hardly the end of the world, but i could seriously do with straightening things out.
ive been going out with a guy for a year now, and everythings been fine and dandy. he's helped me through the trauma my ex put me through (physical and mental abuse, ending in rape and his suicide) and i helped him through some pretty serious stuff too. as far as i can tell, everything is still fine between us, and we still say i love you a lot...
just recently he got the internet for the first time, and while it was still novel, i let him spend as much time on it as he wanted. now after about two or three months, he's dropping me off early back home so he can go and talk on a forum website and msn. on sunday it wasnt even 9pm before he was fretting to leave. after my first bf, im terrified that he's cheating with me online, but i still hoplessly love him and dont want to hurt him by asking.
i know he cheated on his ex, and mine cheated on me too. is it ok to be worried, or am i just being paranoid? ive been crying a lot recently too, i dont want it to be serious..