Okay, I hate to make such a negative topic like this, but its one of the only ways to let out my feelings I know of.
Basicaly I think im depresed. There isn't anything in life I like anymore. Although I am not aloner, I feel like I wouldnt care if all of my friends just suddenly died or moved to a different country or something. They dont mean anything to me. Neither does my family, although my family means a bit more than my friends. I don't have any hobbies, although I do play guitar and skateboard...however I hate doing them both, at the moment I do them just so that I am doing 'something'. My family is falling apart. Both of my brothers have basicaly said they hate me, my mother and father are breaking up and my dad is almost completely broke. I have actively been trying to make myself happier, for years infact but with no avail. I started running a mile a day (to help boost my seretonin levels), I have read dozens of books on TFT, EFT, Neuro linguistic programming, taken hypnosis sessions, tried cognitive behavioural therapy and taking St Johns Wort but with no avail. I have felt this way since I was about 14 (maybe even 13 I cant remember). I am now 17.
Does this sound like depression to any of you? Has anyone else had an experience with depression, if so what did you do?