my boyfriend and i have been together 3 years. just recently i did a few things that i didnt want him to find out about.. i tried drugs and did a few other things that are not great (i didnt cheat on him though). but i hated them and never went near them again, and hated the things i did.
my boyfriend is TOTALLY and utterly against drugs and the other things i did and thinks they make girls cheap and trashy. he found out by chance about it today and its driven him to the point of wanting to breakup with me because i hid something he hates so much, from him. i lied.
im begging him not to leave me... 3 years is alot, and we are totally crazy about each other but this really has upset him. hes up in arms about it and doesnt want to speak to me, and wants the relationship to finish.
i cant let it finish.. i put my forehead to the ground and kiss his feet with my tears because i love him so much. i cant let him go.. i said everything i could.
once trust is gone, can it ever be rebuilt?