Some of u guys I think have read a thread about a week ago or so.. I started the thread just to ask for some help to find about my bf which was really stupid..I'm thinking Im not gonna see him anymore though inside me some part is really waiting for him desperately..Im not writing to ask any help from u coz i think it is impossible and its a month already since the last time he e-mailed me...
The thing is I start to lose feeling for him, cant even remember how he looks...i dnt feel missing him anymore, instead i just feel like when I was single, nothing bothered me much.. sometimes I wonder if we broke up or not...I dnt have feeling for other guys now although they try to ask me out and say nice things to me when my bf is not around...I just dnt feel anything right now...
Then bcoz he was honest to me in everything, he told me all the stuffs he did which were quite nasty and in some ways unacceptable...so i thought maybe it'd better for me without him, I might find someone better...he had several gfs b4, did get involved with them...for me he's the 1st bf so the thoughts about his exes really bother me...but then i think its really cruel of me to think about him like that, its hard to find guys who dnt try to pretend to be a nice guy but tell u who they really are...
Im just confused whether I've lost feeling for him or I dnt really love him?...
I dnt know wot to do now, this waiting is just so unbearable...
Any reply is appreciated.
P/S; I know my case is difficult but do reply me if u have any advice and I cant find anyone to ask about this