This post is long but believe me, im desperate for some advice. i literally feel like there is no point in living...plz guys, im desperate for some help...
I'm the OP for "completely heartbroken and shattered to bits..." A lot has happened over the past 24 hours. For those who have not read that, my bf was meant to come back from holiday yday and he didnt...and he hasnt let me know when hes coming back. So basically, i called the number that he last contacted me from and this random man picked up, saying that my bf had gone out. Being the paranoid cow that i am, i kept calling the number and eventually, the man (who i assume to be my bf's uncle) said that my bf didnt want to speak to me. i begged him to give the phone to my bf and eventually broke down crying. the man called my bf's name and then said to me again "look, im calling him but he doesnt want to speak to u." After i started crying he hung up. i was so furious that i called his mum...and his mum doesnt know about me but i told her who i was...and i demanded to know when my bf is coming home as i miss him.. his dad took the phone and started shouting at me and said "whether ur his gf, wife, the mother of his child or his whore, u have no right to know." i started crying and he swore at me and said "fine, hes coming back in 6 months time, now stop calling.." and hung up. I called again and asked him if he was being serious and he said to me "you have no brain." finally, i got on the phone to his mum and i was crying so much that i couldnt speak. she then said "he is coming in 15 days." i asked her whether she was lying or not and she said "trust me, if he doesnt then call me." but i don't know whether to believe her or not.
I called that india number today again and the man lied again saying it was a wrong number. i demanded that he tells my bf to call me asap and he just said "ok whatever" and hung up.
So what now? When is my bf coming bk...how do i find out? Why is this happening to me? why wont he speak to me? why is he telling his uncle to lie to me saying that im now calling a wrong number? has he found someone else? or is he just scared that im angry because he didnt come back yday? i am quite a forceful person...im actually schizophrenic and have depression... normally, in our relationship, wen things arent done the way i want it to go, i threaten to kill myself...but i was wrong, im a b**** and im sorry, but i love my bf. why wont he speak to me? what if he isnt coming bk...or found another girl? i cant believe he'd do this to me...we've spent 4 and a half years together (more actually) and although some ppl wont consider this to be a big deal, i gave up my virginity to him. i feel used. has he found someone else? Someone plz help me.
BTW, NONE OF HIS FAMILY MEMBERS KNOW ABOUT ME (UNTIL I TOLD HIS PARENTS YDAY) AS HE COMES FROM A STRICT FAMILY.