I've been under a lot of stress recently. I've been working insane hours, moved away from home and for a week or two lost my appetite. It feels like any spare minute I have I spend worrying or sorting out what I have to do next. The worst thing I've been noticing about myself is memory blanks, or something like it. For example, today I was just thinking that I had tomorrow off work, and was thinking that tomorrow I could get a shower, chill out in the afternoon and meet my friend to go to the pictures at night. I was looking forward to a day off, then all of a sudden, I started thinking about what I had to do tonight. I thought, right I'll get changed, have a wash then see what time I have to get up and start work tomorrow.
I was just thinking about what time to set my alarm when I thought, hold on, I've got a bloody day off! I was just deciding what film to see at the pictures! I felt a bit freaked out as I've been doing that a lot recently, thinking about one thing then completely contradicting it with some other thought, as if I never knew anything. What is this?