I'm so, so confused now. I know we have so much to talk about (as someone said, a thing I never even thought about, what's going to happen next month, what's going on with us, etc.) But I'm not sure if I want to. I could hardly take it the other night, and I can't even reply to the inbox his brother sent me. I'm not sure if I should just rip the band aid off and talk to him or wait.
Also, we were both going to go to this gig in a few days with our friends. Would it be better to talk to him there or before then? I have to go because my friends are expecting me to go, and I haven't told them anything about it. It'd be kind of weird if I bailed now when we've had it planned for a while. I wouldn't even know what to say to them :/
Sorry for writing/spamming loads, I literally have no one to talk to about this. No one knows. I wouldn't even know how to tell anyone else.