I'm a 22 year old man.
I've had psychiatric difficulties for the last 10 years. Started a degree at 18. Still enrolled, but it's not going well. I'm waiting to try new medications which might change things.
I spend most of my week volunteering. I have no friends or anything like that. I go to volunteering then come home and do my hobbies at home.
I want to have sex. I don't really feel insecure about not having had sex before. I just want to try it.
Thing is, I don't think I'm that attractive for a long-term thing and I don't want that: my mental health would make it a strained relationship.
How would I go about having sex? I've considered adult dating websites as my best option. All I'd have to do is shed a few pounds then I could have a one-off thing with some girls. Right now, my mental health has turned me into a fairly unattractive prospective partner, so although I might like something more, I don't think I can get that.
... and the ones that won't