i get turned on by Trisha

Over the past few years i have developed an attraction to the women, i find her perfect figure and cute face irresistable, to the point, where i have in the past actually become arroused.

i have been thinking of ways i could actually get onto her show, so that maybe i could tell her the way i feel about her, then hopefully i would be able to live a normal life again. Instead of following the same ridiculous routine of getting up, and watching Trisha, before searching for images on the internet afterwards.

i have tried to stop my self from watching, but i always find an excuse to come back and watch, its crazy to think really. but, i need help