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    I got sick and tired of losing
    I got sick and tired of being constantly rejected
    of being that guy who's ok
    of being another dude
    another buddy
    another friend
    a creep
    a loser
    I got sick of tired of the indifference
    being blanked
    ignored
    set aside for later
    flaked on
    put on hold
    being at the bottom of the priority list
    no one batting an eyelid in my presence
    of getting ignored when i speak
    of being considered worth less
    of being cast aside
    I got sick and tired of the excuses
    "Yeh, I'll dance with you, but I've got to go over there and do something first"
    "You're a good guy, im just not looking for someone right now."
    "Eww."
    "It's not that he's better than you, it's just that, you know."
    I got sick and tired of the assumed incompetence
    "She's out of your league"
    "I'm out of your league."
    "Why dont you go for Lucy, she's a nice girl" When in fact Lucy is not a nice girl.
    "You friend is cute."
    "That guy is nice."
    I just got really really sick and tired of it all
    I got sick and tired of putting on an exterior to portray how much I did not care
    I got sick and tired of waiting that little bit longer before I replied to her messages
    In the hope that maybe my indifference would make her appreciate me more
    I got sick and tired of pretending to not give a ****
    to not give a **** when she was telling me about her current conquest with other gentlemen
    I grew tired of pretending that referring to women as *****es and hoes was not taking it's toll on me as an individual
    of pretending that making hurtful jokes about them was not a reflection of how I had grown to feel about myself
    I got sick and tired of the fact that I yearned for validation so much that It became a large factor in why I pursue women.
    I got sick and tired of choosing who I got with based on what my friends would think of me when they saw her.
    because I felt the one that I did attract made me look bad, made me look desperate, made me look like I couldnt get someone better.
    I just really got sick and tired
    So what did I do?
    I wrote this piece of literature,
    this manifest of my feelings
    of all the hurt
    of all the anger that is trapped within me
    the beast that gets stirred every-time I get rejected
    every-time I lose a love interest to someone else
    every-time I feel inadequate
    Slowly eating away at my personality
    Making me bitter with each encounter.

    In the end, I just got really really sick of it.
    In the end, I decided it was time I started winning.
    I decided it was time, I became that guy who is always relevant
    That guy who doesn't get ignored,
    who doesn't hear excuses after excuses

    This is the end and I'm becoming that guy on the other end of the text messages.
    That guy on the tip of her tongue
    That guy in the reflection of her eyes
    of their eyes.
    That guy at the receiving end of their unanswered messages and their missed calls.
    But only now do I realize,
    this guy I'm becoming, he is not interested in them
    in fact he is repulsed by them
    For each time they reach out to him, It's a reminder
    it's a reminder of the rejection, of the worthlessness
    and each time, the beast within gets awoken,
    the beast within craves freedom

    and This is why I decided to get a nose job.

    I dont know why I wrote this, Im just sad all the time.
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    I didn't read all of that but did you really get a nose job?
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    Its a numbers game, its not an art getting women, its a science. The more you ask the more likely you are to score, simple fact.
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    (Original post by Petulia)
    I didn't read all of that but did you really get a nose job?
    yeh
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    Just another typical day.
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    Stop being sick and tired of women.

    Start paying attention to yourself. Find out what your passion is. Express yourself through your passion and keep doing it. Stop caring about women.

    I know how it feels. If you really feel as if women don't give you love and affection. Stop giving them your attention. And start focusing on being happy by doing things which you love.
    And just ignore women.
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    I do not know those feels.



    Apart from the nose thing actually.
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    (Original post by Anonymous)
    yeh
    How much did you pay for it? And are you happy with how your nose looks now or do you think the nose job made you feel worse?
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    (Original post by SloaneRanger)
    Its a numbers game, its not an art getting women, its a science. The more you ask the more likely you are to score, simple fact.
    I used to think that as well bro until I realized the girls I pursued, would pursue other guys. There's a point, when a guy becomes attractive enough to switch the script and he starts being the one receiving advances, I wanted to be that guy.
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    That was a nice read
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    tl;dr?
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    (Original post by Petulia)
    How much did you pay for it? And are you happy with how your nose looks now or do you think the nose job made you feel worse?
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