So I've had depression for over 3 years and it's still not going away.
What caused it? A death of a family member.
I decided im tired of feeling like this; tired of crying all the time, tired of having no energy, tired of having a boring and all round miserable life. I decided to talk more, initially i forced myself. I had nothing to lose anymore. I began participating in sports, started playing tennis, went to the gym and danced at home. Had to quit the gym because i cant afford it anymore. There was a period of time in my life (a couple of months) where i felt much better. I thought i was on the road to success, finally becoming a normal person.
Yet here i am, writing this. I guess my attempts at restoring myself aren't working. what do i do?
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