So heres the deal... nothing can ever happen between me and the guy that i really like, (or so he said, but he seems to have been wavering a bit recently). Im not sure If I have finished trying to persuade him and he is on holiday at the mo, when he gets back I think I might try once more.
But... tonight I am going out, pretty sure that a guy that I had an ongoing thing with up until stuff happened with the current guy (the one thats on holiday) is gunna be there. Whenever I see him he always tries it on with me, but recently I haven't been responding to it. But tonight I'm feeling quite depressed and I think a bit of male attention will help me feel much better, if I got with guy number 2 would it mess up everything with guy number 1? (considering nothing is meant to be happening with guy number 1, and also considering that I still like guy number 1)