it all ended today!
i had gone out with this guy for about 2 years, i gave my heart and everything! however he only deceived me!
our relation wasnt normal, i mean we did not live close to each other, the thing is his and mine were good friends, he used to come around now and again and see eveyone and we kept meeting and became good friends, infact very good friends, we then slowly developed into a realtionship. We had been together for about 3 months but then him and his family moved to Canada, we carried on and kept in touch by him flying over in the holidays and then mails and phone etc; however today he phoned me and said that the only reason he was with me was to hurt me! he said that no one in there right mind would go out with me and only only reason he did was because he want to see me hurt, i asked my why and he said because my brother used to bully him when he was small, so what better way to get him back! he said that he only has to suffer with me for about 3 months because they moved and yes he wasted him time and money but he got something out of it!
i dont know how to react to this, i mean when he said it i didnt feel anything nor i am feeling anything now!
i wrote this because i wanted to get it out of me, my family dont agree on being in a realtionship at the age of 17 but i really needed to get this out and maybe a bit of support because i am totally confused however i dont think his words have sunk in me and i am waiting for this call so he would just say i was joking!! why isnt he calling!!
sorry for the long poste