What to do...

i can't bear to imagine what you feel like, but you have your familys support? its not too long till uni starts, and then just think of it as a fresh start.

if you're really upset, like some have said already it may help to see someone professional to talk to.. it really helps to talk to people who can give great advice.

Hi Guys.

I've just come out of an adventurous relationship. I've been treated very badly, I supose I let my self because I were in love. None of my friends have been there for me. I'm very lonely and they all treat nicely as though nothing has gone wrong but me on the other hand, they're just OK with.

He has locked me outside his house twice where I had to sleep outside as I had no money for taxi and it was too far to walk. He's tried to give me an overdose. His mates are horrible to me, one tried to split us up, another hit me and ripped my shirt and another one tried to hit me. He did nothing to condem their actions. My friends haven't either for his actions on me.

It has been extremely hard for me. I've been very tearful, I've been on depression tablets which I had made me a lot worse. I'm off them now.

I've been to tell and back.

I'm going university in a few weeks and I just want to be strong when I go there. I want him out of my life, I am thinking of ditching my 'friends' too.
I'm just lonely and fed up and most of all miserable. But I do think I've been strong.

I really want to proove them all wrong that I don't need any of them. How do i do it? All they see if me being down amd miserable.

do you not have any other friends you could talk to who would understand? I hate it when i hear about people (whether i know them as friends or not) are treated like this by others, whether theyre people they love, friends, or just strangers nd im truely sorry for you.

Uni will be a fresh start though and its good they gave you a place after you explained everything. be strong and by the time the first week is over i guarantee youll be happy nd loving it. tbh it sounds like your friends were acting like this because it was a gay relationship. People who reach uni are (usually) much more open minded about everything though, and id hope that you wont ever be treated like this again.

anti depressants were a risky route to take, they can be effective, but ive seen the side effects they have on people and its not good, scary even. now your off then, id stay off them. Is there no chance of you seeing a councellor or phsyciatrist before you go though? surely something could be arranged, considering that with all this as well, its gonna be a massive (hopefully positive) step youve got to take next month. otherwise, i can only suggest you find some way of talking to your family, however difficult it may be.