I would post this as annonymous, but I'm nearly 100% sure he doesn't post on here anyway... I hope...
Anyway, there is a guy on my course at uni. We're pretty good friends, texting occasionally, msn and hanging out and the like.
I realised about halfway through the last term that I had developed quite a crush on him (me realising consisted of him grabbing me from behind and me blushing! Sad, I know). After one of our exams about 2 months later, a group of us got very drunk in the pub, and me and this guy ended up kissing (in all honesty, I don't remember much about it, but apparently it was a proper snog). I must add that I kissed two of my girl mates that night too - it was one of those drunken uni nights!
The one thing I can remember about the kiss though, is that he definitely kissed me back. He appologised as we both sobred up walking home and said he shouldn't have kissed me because he liked someone else.
Sorry, this is much longer than I thought it would be.
We recently went to a gig (a group of us) and two of the people who had never met him said we were flirting (he kept hitting me, and silly boy things like that) and then later he said he'd stopped liking the girl he'd fancied before, quickly stating it was probably cause he hadn't seen her for a while.
And since then, our conversations online seem to have a sexual undertone. I'm not sure it's cause he feels more comfy with me, or cause he likes me... and I'm getting a headache thinking about it.
I don't know what to do! I've got to see him in a few weeks, and I don't want to make a gibbering fool of myself in front of everyone!
Any thoughts?