The Student Room Group

borderline personality acting up...

hi. i was "diagnosed" with borderline personlity unofficially coz i pretended i was ok so it won't go on my medical records hence i don't get treatment. thing is it doesn't usually affects me but i am feeling im on a verge of getting an attack. feeling of loneliness and abandonement. i feel abandoned coz i am home alone at the moment and i just been on holiday visting family and friends and i suppose i miss them so much so i am a little depressed as well. anyone here have self-help stuff?
Well the only way to get this sorted is to get some treatment via your GP.
Reply 2
Phone your local out of hours GP. That's what most of the bpd's do down here; I get loads of calls.

I'm at work now, i'm waiting for your call!
Reply 3
itys just kinda like depression. i don't know whether to call my friends and ask them around or whatever so that i won't feel completely alone. this will get worst once it's dark. i don't want to call my gp. they'll probs give me drugs which i don't want to take in the first place. sad as i may sound i guess i want someone to talk to so that i won't feel abandoned. i miss my family so much.
Only people trained to deal with this are GP's
Reply 5
it might be different but if it was me i would do all the things that i cant normally with family around. make the most of being alone so you dont concentrate so much on being alone. play music as loud as you want, eat all the food, make a big sticky cake that goes everywhere and generally have fun.
Reply 6
its different. i went on holiday to see my family and I never really know how important they are to my life. when i was on holiday never did i feel sad or alone coz they were always there. i mean being alone in my house is alright i just miss them so much and i feel so abandoned and to be honest, just thinking the scene before i went inside the airport just makes me cry and feel so sad.