well i feel like my closest ever friend is drifting away from me, she isn't the same as she used to be.. maybe because of school stress etc but it just feels weird and stuff is changing... im so scared of uni next year, scared of losing my old friends. me and my parents just don't get on, all they do is yell about everything i do and i can't escape it cos they actually follow me into my room. i work twice a week and hate it, sitting on a till all day ergh, but it's the only way i can pay for my driving lessons and clothes cos my parents won't. and every night for a few months now i've felt like i wanna die. x x