Every account of you I've heard from those who have actually met you describe you as extremely timid, nervous, short and (literally) clinging to those you find the least intimidating as well as possibly displaying the most Hufflepuff characteristics as it humanly possible.
The only person you're convincing that you're alpha is, well, yourself. But the track history of your opinion of yourself would suggest that you don't believe that in the slightest.
Every account of you I've heard from those who have actually met you describe you as extremely timid, nervous, short and (literally) clinging to those you find the least intimidating as well as possibly displaying the most Hufflepuff characteristics as it humanly possible.
The only person you're convincing that you're alpha is, well, yourself. But the track history of your opinion of yourself would suggest that you don't believe that in the slightest.
Please don't flatter yourself. Only once I'm in the top ten of TSR's rep list would that truly be satisfied.
I also wasn't aware the amount of time I sunk into trying to genuinely help you and give you some sound, patient advice is paid in thanks along the lines of insulting me and insinuating I have a hungry ego.
As always, my advice to you (and to anyone seeking to give you advice) is that you genuinely need to seek professional help. Being forced into it will only cause you to further retreat from anything they can do for you. Once you realise that those around you can only assist you with your problems and that the onus is on you to solve them - by means of being willing to actually seek such help - will you become the person you want to be.
I appreciated every piece of advice you gave me. I couldn't follow it because I neither want nor need a professional. As I have told you numerous times, but you keep jumping at me anyway. I am not trying to insult you either, it is the only reason I can think of as to why you'd have a go at me, to make yourself feel better.
I know I'm not an alpha, and I wasn't trying to be mean to Viva. I was joking around. It's alright for everyone else to do it, but when I do it, suddenly it's not okay.
But that's because I'm Marian and it's fashionable to put me down.