Its a bit of a read guys , sorry for the rambling .
Last night I was in the smoking area of a club in London having a brilliant chat with some people I met that night ( btw if a certain edinburgh student or her boyfriend from manchester are on this site for whatever reason , do let me know ! your cool ) .
I saw this really hot girl walk by and I called her over to have a chat , we start talking about random stuff for a good half an hour before the chat dissolved into talks about relationships , myself never having had any had little to say but she broke up with an ex who cheated on her with her best friend not too long ago , since then she's had a string of ONSs . As we cuddled I told her she was more then enough and deserved so much better , after sobbing on my shoulder for a good ten minutes she told me I was lovely and we started making out (it was amazing ) , she wanted to go all the way but I realized that having meaningless sex with an emotionally vunerable girl would be taking advantage and would not do anything for me . She didn't take it too well and was sad but I told her it was just me .
Anyway I take her inside to dance a bit for a while and she introduces me to her friends who are incredibly bitchy and try pulling her away from me , assuming i'm just a thirsty dude trying to get laid ( quite ironic given I just rejected her advances ) , this reallly pissed me off . I was dancing with her for a while and she kept on trying to get physical with me but I just wanted to take things slow , I went away for a bit to get a drink and come back to find her snogging another guys face off ?
So yeah , on the one hand I think I dodged a bullet because this girls got issues but I couldn't get her out of my head all day ? She texted me her number but I havent had my phone for a week now because its off for repairs but I might text her tommorow just saying im glad to have met you and I hope you learn to love yourself but maybe I should just get over her .
Its crazy because there have been times when i've wanted nothing more then to just get physical with a attractive girl and get my virginity out of the way but actually being in the situation made me feel like having a ONS is just soulless and not in my character at all.
Thoughts ?