I can see there's going to be lots of anonymous posts here.
I'm quite similar, but have psychopathic tendencies. Drop dead gorgeous is subjective and a lot of really attractive girls often doubt themselves. Besides, if you look around there's always girls who aren't amazing looking with guys due to the phenomena of the male ego.
I'm sure you'll meet people when you go to uni, but in the mean time there must be clubs, sports and other things you can do. Do none of your female friends have any male friends?