Im starting to gain weight and its repulsing me. I have had bulimia in the past and been free from bulimia for a long time now about 6 months with a few wobbles and im just a mess i dont want to relapse. Im already haunted by my past of throwing up into plastic bags, I saw my doctor for depression yesterday but didnt want medication so Im seeking cbt and couselling. The medivcation wouldnt work if I was throwing up anyway
What do you think?