I find this difficult to explain so i'll just give examples of my past:
My Best friend(boy) at school who i spent everyday with got new friends and just drifted away, first it was lying that his friend was there and that was it really.
every job and i have had 14 over 5 years i have made friends but it never seems enough for them to want to go out with me, it might be because i'm not as lively but i get scared of loosing friends and i am sick of leaving work and these people fading from me.
Now i'm coming to the same boat although i can't tell as i have a good friend and whenever there's others sitting around us i feel like i can't chat because they are chatting and she's the only one i trust.
Is it normal to want to spend everyday with a friend or would you class that as a girlfriend as she has a boyfriend i just want to be friends. I mean i went to a bar with her and her boyfriend but i just want to meet her say once a week because she's a great friend and i even miss her when she's not at work.
What do other people do.