im a final year at uni and have been with my girlfriend who i met during my first year and is also at the same uni.
so been together nearly 3 years!
last year we had a placement year and although it was difficult only seein each other weekends we got through it.
Now im back though im like starting to get so annoyed by her and resent her.
I cant stand going out with my friends and she and her friends are in the same place. i never cheat on her, but i do like to have a flirt and a dance! sometimes with some girls from the society i go to at uni, who ive known since first year. ive never really included my gf in this society i like it to be my one thing i have for myself.
The thing is i have to act so differently when i get to the union or where ever if she is there.
I cant really have a talk and laugh with my girl friends so i tend to stay away from them but i feel rude as i almost ignore them. And they know im so different when she aint there!
The thing is i cant say anything because i would go mad if she was flirting and laughing with some guys. i spose i cant have one rule for her and another for me!
Part of me thinks i should just break up...so much stress.
But i do love her. Everything is great on paper. Her backgorund, our plans for the future,sex, everything.
I cant just through this all away can i? i would regret it