If i was to Quit College because of being seen as the Loner

merry christmas everybody, hope your all ****ing enjoying it unlike me.. as the title says...

I have depression and my antidepressants has messed up my mind. I'm 19, studying an access course (as a last chance to uni) but anxiety almost got me kicked out of college (it would have been an education history to get kicked out 3 times). I have been re-thinking over this miserable christmas... is it worth destroying my uni dreams just because people see me as a loner (honestly i dont know what they see me as, i usually call myself a loner because my dad calls me that everyday)? Should i just give up and do a teaching Assistant apprenticeship just for the money or do i dare myself next year to do BTEC Music and be in a class with 16 year olds losers?

i have made countless threads on this for months now and so far responses has been too little to impact on. I also want to leave because i feel that a girl who im sooo much in love with (but have 0 chance to get close to her) is irriatting me. I cant stand the ****ing bastards being close to her and i can't stand my so-called friend (lets just say the only person i talk to in the class) slowly getting close to her as well. If i was popular i would have litterally had the *******s to do something about her but i dont

Just tell me what i should do.. anything and i will do it and announce it to my parents of my future plan

Do what you want/enjoy. You are on this course, probably because you wanted to get with, so I reckon you should try and stick through it, if you can!

**** the people that call you a loner. Do what you want and you will find people of similar interests and get will get to enjoy being with them.

I TBH see myself as being a loner, not because of the lack of people I know, I know many, but there are only a few that I really am glad to know, the rest are generic. Don't know a lot of people who you just say hi and move on. Find people who you will always enjoy seeing!

I can't advise you about the girl, but maybe you can talk to her?

Oh and 16 year olds can be dicks, I was one not long ago, but just don't give a **** about what anyway says.

This isn't much but it's the best I could help, I am not great at giving advice lol.

Stop being weak OP. You must value yourself because of who you are, not require the validation of others.

I am living in London, this the place where your either a boss or not by others..

merry christmas everybody, hope your all ****ing enjoying it unlike me.. as the title says...

I have depression and my antidepressants has messed up my mind. I'm 19, studying an access course (as a last chance to uni) but anxiety almost got me kicked out of college (it would have been an education history to get kicked out 3 times). I have been re-thinking over this miserable christmas... is it worth destroying my uni dreams just because people see me as a loner (honestly i dont know what they see me as, i usually call myself a loner because my dad calls me that everyday)? Should i just give up and do a teaching Assistant apprenticeship just for the money or do i dare myself next year to do BTEC Music and be in a class with 16 year olds losers?

i have made countless threads on this for months now and so far responses has been too little to impact on. I also want to leave because i feel that a girl who im sooo much in love with (but have 0 chance to get close to her) is irriatting me. I cant stand the ****ing bastards being close to her and i can't stand my so-called friend (lets just say the only person i talk to in the class) slowly getting close to her as well. If i was popular i would have litterally had the *******s to do something about her but i dont

Just tell me what i should do.. anything and i will do it and announce it to my parents of my future plan

I think you need to take time out of education and seek some serious professional help with your mental health.


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Just think, they don't actually no you. Therefore they are not valid to say anything about you. Stick with it and get the highest you can get to prove them wrong. Perhaps they are just jealous of you.

mate, i've done that every single january since 2012!!! it ends up in more sadness

Then are you following the techniques and stuff you get taught?


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Nothing wrong with being a loner my friend, I have been a loner for years. It's how you vibe it.

Check this out http://lonerwolf.com/

merry christmas everybody, hope your all ****ing enjoying it unlike me.. as the title says...

I have depression and my antidepressants has messed up my mind. I'm 19, studying an access course (as a last chance to uni) but anxiety almost got me kicked out of college (it would have been an education history to get kicked out 3 times). I have been re-thinking over this miserable christmas... is it worth destroying my uni dreams just because people see me as a loner (honestly i dont know what they see me as, i usually call myself a loner because my dad calls me that everyday)?

You class yourself as a loner it seems, no one else. Other lack or interaction with you is due to your lack of interaction with them. Owt wrong with having a chat with your old man on the daily. I did it when I was at college, i do while i'm working

Should i just give up and do a teaching Assistant apprenticeship just for the money or do i dare myself next year to do BTEC Music and be in a class with 16 year olds losers?

Why are you calling them loosers? You don't know any of them! Why such a negative attitude? This will reflect out. Look at the back of your hand. This is what you project to other people. If on your side of your hand you're negative that will show on the other side. Now you know its an alright hand. But its not what people see.

i have made countless threads on this for months now and so far responses has been too little to impact on.

I also want to leave because i feel that a girl who im sooo much in love with (but have 0 chance to get close to her) is irriatting me. I cant stand the ****ing bastards being close to her and i can't stand my so-called friend (lets just say the only person i talk to in the class) slowly getting close to her as well. If i was popular i would have literally had the *******s to do something about her but i dont

Its infatuation, not love. You dont have the *******s to do anything as youre scared. Its nothing to be ashamed about. Anxiety and depression are very hard to overcome. I forced myself to overcome them. I wont state here how ive done it as people will call my a liar but if you want to know. PM me

Just tell me what i should do.. anything and i will do it and announce it to my parents of my future plan

What are your dreams and how would you get there? Stick with that plan. Not being liked socially and having an infatuation with one girl is such a menial thing, it really is

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how im i infatuated with the girl??? i cant control myself when i see her and it sometimes upsets me when she is talking to other boys.. i think its a good reason for me to leave.
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List her likes and dislikes. Heck have you even been out with this girl, spent any quality time with her? How can you say you love her. Seems to me like you barely know her.

Its a down right illogical reason to leave.

I like her because she is hot, friendly, has nice bum and i think cool.