Hi
I will point out a few things to hopefully make feel better about this. I am in my second year of Biomedical Science degree, which is an extremely tough course. I was in your shoes last year and I think there is a post by me somewhere in the world of TSR of me hating the course and thinking of leaving
So I will break this down for you:
1. First year does NOT contribute towards your actual degree class you'll graduate with (at all). You just have to pass first year, and by pass I mean get the 120 credits or whatever to continue into the 2nd year. Whether it's 40% or 99% in each module, no one cares as it does not count
You need to study, obviously, but not as overhard as you think now
2. Yes, it is hard, no doubts there. I know it feels crap now because you are loaded with work and it is holiday time. Believe me it is not all as bad as you think now. Just to point out in case you ever considered this, don't try to study 24/7 either thinking it is productive as you will probably spend most of that time procrastinating, lol, and not doing what is planned. You need to write a plan, like bullet points of stuff you need to do. Manage your time well with rest and work. It is doable, trust me
Your exams are in April as well so you still have your Easter break to finish off any notes you have not finished during Christmas
I did that last year and worked out all right
3. Do not quit just because you think you cannot do it. Anything is doable if you manage your time well. I trained sports 3 times a week and and went to uni 5 days a week like 9-5 if not till 6pm and still did all the work. It is possible
Sacrificing certain free times is fine but do not give it all up as you need to rest as well
You may of course feel tired and think "I shall take a nap instead". But sometimes you need to sit down weigh things up by thinking "What is better for me right now: taking a nap (after which you will probably feel lazy; I do anyway) or writing up a lecture?" That way makes you think if you are really that deadly tired or if you are simply stressing out and trying to avoid work maybe. Sometimes stress can make you think you are tired when you really just need to keep calm, take a deep breath and concentrate
I have a friend who does not believe in stress. ,ay sound odd but she is on top of everything: uni, social life, societies, parties, sports, etc. and I d,ore people like that. That is a good point, actually. Asking friends for help is great. I would not have done well at some things without help from my "gang" We discuss things on Facebook over holidays if we get stuck on some lecture material or a question or whatever. You cannot do it all alone
Sorry for the looooong post, lol. I get too carried away with writing sometimes but I hope you will get back on track with what you are doing. If you quit the course then what was the point of all the effort you have put in to get there? Keep that in mind, chin up, manage your time well and best of luck
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