I took a gap year after sixth form because I didn't know what I wanted to do. I tried to be productive and do something worthwhile but I just ended up sitting around the house feeling depressed. Realised I had to do something so applied to uni and got into UCL but I'm not really enjoying it here. I haven't made any friends, I'm feeling stressed by the work and I don't know whether I enjoy the course any more. If I dropped out though I don't know what I'd do, I have no work experience and I'm nearly 20. I'd be so miserable moving back home where I have no friends either. That makes me want to stay here and try and make the best of it. I'm arranging to see a therapist on campus but I realise there's only so much they can do. I'm lacking so much direction right now, feeling more depressed and stressed than ever.