something i dont understand

i had a major crush on someone, but he was and still is unobtainable. he was all i could think off, and i well i could feel my heart breaking cos he was my whole world. the thing is i dont feel any 'hurt' anymore however when he goes 'Hiya ********' and i turn around and talk to him, my eyes go into slow motion and, i kinda shiver inside and when i look him in the eye, my eyes jump into focus...well the thing is why do i react like this when i am not hurting for him anymore. i guess i will always have a place for him in my heart but i really dont understand why im reacting like this if im not hurting anymore?

Reply 1

anjurdsg

welcome to life

Reply 2

generalebriety

Is it not possible that you still like him even if you're not hurt? :confused:

Reply 3

Anonymous #1

generalebriety

Is it not possible that you still like him even if you're not hurt? :confused:

i was kinda hoping i was over him. the thing is my mind was messed up because of him, i was totally infatuated and it effected my life in a lot of ways. well im glad im not hurting but i really dont want to still like him...so this means i still like him?
its confusing

Reply 4

generalebriety

Anonymous

I don't think it's that confusing if you think about it, I think you're just letting what you seem to know (that you still like him) be affected by what you'd like to think is the case (that you don't). :smile: