I feel so horrible and crap right now

Impure? are you from a strict muslim household by any chance?

Dont know what advice I can give especially as you wish to remain anon, but have you considered talking to a helpline like the samaritans?

Also you post would indicate two problems. Home life and partner.

If your unhappy with your partner and it cant be resolved (or you dont want to resolve it) then end it.

BUMP

Okay, I didn't really wanna make this thread because I don't think anyone would read this and I thought it'd be a waste of time but I've forced myself though.

I've read it and it isn't a waste of time, because it's served your purpose.

A while back I posted a few threads (here's the main one which links back to the other threads) about how bad my life was and I'm starting to think things are becoming worse again

Sorry, but I haven't read the context.

Between that time and now, my phone was confiscated (and I still is) and a few other things were as well to the extent where I had no Internet access for about 1 month. Obviously that's not the issue though

Right now I just feel so horrible and feel so unwanted right now. I don't think anyone really wants me and I feel so hated. I'm scapegoated for problems at home (usually financial-wise) because I don't clean up after I have showers (when I do though and I'm told to have showers daily because I'm apparently impure)

If you feel horrible, become slightly egotistical for a while, to regain that self-confidence and esteem. In your head, point out flaws in other people, to make you feel better, but know when to stop.

Find out what you are wanting out of life, then desire to be there. Leave a legacy.

"In order for you to insult me, I would first have to value your opinion." That's my favourite quote at the moment, and it has a good meaning, so remember it. Ignore whoever's calling you impure, be it your parents, siblings or friends.

I feel so hated by everyone and forget at home, even at college. I don't feel like I've got friends, I'm usually doing work and hardly ever talk to anyone because I'm introverted.

I'm introverted too, and I can talk to someone if they are by themself, but it's infinitely harder when there's a group of people. Find those similar in personality as you.

I'm not gonna do anything crazy like run from home or anything like that. I just want someone I can speak to (and preferably remain anonymous as well) and someone that can advise me on what to do

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NB. I'm currently in a complicated relationship with someone else and I used to speak to him about my problems beforehand however he used to blame me for my problems though so I kinda feel its all my fault not anyone else's. I haven't spoken to him in some time since he hasn't been online or anything.

Thanks for the help and sorry if I didn't explain everything properly

always here to lend an ear, you got a friend in me

I get that, never be ashamed of who you are. You don't have to reveal yourself, i would never ask you to do that, but know someone cares and is here if you need them. Your identity makes no difference to me Things will improve, give it time and hang in there x

anytime hope you feel better soon!

Okay, I didn't really wanna make this thread because I don't think anyone would read this and I thought it'd be a waste of time but I've forced myself though.

A while back I posted a few threads (here's the main one which links back to the other threads) about how bad my life was and I'm starting to think things are becoming worse again

Between that time and now, my phone was confiscated (and I still is) and a few other things were as well to the extent where I had no Internet access for about 1 month. Obviously that's not the issue though

Right now I just feel so horrible and feel so unwanted right now. I don't think anyone really wants me and I feel so hated. I'm scapegoated for problems at home (usually financial-wise) because I don't clean up after I have showers (when I do though and I'm told to have showers daily because I'm apparently impure)

I feel so hated by everyone and forget at home, even at college. I don't feel like I've got friends, I'm usually doing work and hardly ever talk to anyone because I'm introverted.

I'm not gonna do anything crazy like run from home or anything like that. I just want someone I can speak to (and preferably remain anonymous as well) and someone that can advise me on what to do

NB. I'm currently in a complicated relationship with someone else and I used to speak to him about my problems beforehand however he used to blame me for my problems though so I kinda feel its all my fault not anyone else's. I haven't spoken to him in some time since he hasn't been online or anything.

Thanks for the help and sorry if I didn't explain everything properly

Yeah same here

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