I am really not enjoying my course at all. I've never been so anxious and depressed in my entire life. I can't sleep or eat because I'm so stressed with it. I want to switch to History at the start of next year but it's oversubscribed and it's passed the UCAS deadline so I don't know what to do. If I drop out then I'll have to take another gap year (I already did one after A-levels) and so I'll be 24 by the time I graduate. All my friends from sixth form will have graduated at 21 and I would have wasted the past three years. I love the uni itself and the location, and the thought of having to go back home is horrible. I'm going to see a counsellor next week but I don't know what they'll do. I wish I could just enjoy this course and get on with it. I really don't know what to do, advice?
Over the Easter break