feel terrible. module choices for next year came out yesterday and they are so, so ****. honestly I couldn't have thought of a worse combination to choose from.. its like they've gone through all of the modules across all of the sciences and picked the most difficult/most dull. also im never ever in a million years going to pass one of my modules this year, which means they will fail me for the year. jesus. im just not up to this at all. no one is being helpful at all either. the department are utterly ****, even my advisor and GP who usually go out of their way to pretend that everything is brilliant and its just that im just ungrateful, admit my department are utterly ****. its literally like getting blood out of stone, I couldn't feel less supported by them if I tried. I cant cope and im so behind and I've got all manner of urges and thoughts now. am not even well enough to sit in a ****ing lecture let alone pass this impossible ****ing course