I think I slept, i don't know. Too dissociated to know what's going on at the moment. My anxiety is mostly ED or PTSD related. So not as general as yours seems to be. Do/did you get any help from your school with regards to helping you deal with anxiety at all? Counselling?
Oh dear. My friend has that problem. I do say general but I don't just get anxious randomly. There are some real world things like groups of people and bridges which raise my anxiety and then I also get to get obsessively fixated upon things and feel anxious about those. I did have a mentor of sorts when I was in year 13. It was somewhat helpful but the truth is, my circumstances were just too much for me at the time. I was caring for my grandmother who was depressed due to her diagnosis. I lived alone and I don't have parents. I didn't really have any rl friends so I didn't have any support. I comfort ate to deal with the stress and have infact gained quite a few stone since then. I'm not saying my circumstances were the worst! I know people who have physical conditions, like yourself, who probably struggled way worse but I just have a weak mind. Yeah, I failed my AS year originally as my physcical disability (HEDS/Ehlers-Danlos syndrome) basically decided to rear its ugly head and the fatigue/pain just screwed me over, tbh it didn't even get better when i completed my A2s (I got ACD in the end lol). I think i got EDU first time, i don't remember - dropped physics though, which was probably stupid as I actually liked physics. Oh well.
ACD is a big improvement upon EDU so that's good .Ah, true. Is your anxiety mainly related to your exams? I hope you get what you want/need to get onto your chosen course.
Ish. This year was mainly spent job hunting, working full time and caring. I only started learning for my exams in the last couple of months and there are modules I've not started yet simply for lack of time. And not knowing how well I'll do with so little time is killing me. I'm having dreams of hoping for the best and then failing and waking up crying about it and also feeling confident that I can pull through. Hope it works out for you. Let me know how it goes? I have to wait til next academic year before I can get any therapy through my CMHT.
Would be a little easier if I was able to take medication without panicking haha.
Thanks . 1 down today and then 8 more to go .Yeah, sort of? Psychology. Some people say it's a life science, other people say it's a social science.