what is going on, im soo confused

well i know crushes on teachers are totally pointless, although normal its not really appropriate, so forgive me.
well for some reason it had a really strong effect on me, he found out etc and it took me about 10 months just to get back to normal. i was beginning to feel a hundred times happier, cos i wasnt seeing him around school much now i saw him today, we didnt speak but just basically walked past eachother a few times, well for some reason i feel down again, and i know its cos of that man. the thing is i dont know why hes making me feel so confused/angry and frustrated, cos nothing actually happened except today was the first time i saw him in a while.... i dont have a crush on him anymore
i know you dont know my feelings but can anyone share some light on as to why hes making me upset again?

Reply 1

Anonymous #1

anyone please ?

Reply 2

HeStoleMyCrayon

brings back memories of the embarassment, you associate negative feelings with him, so when you see him you feel bad...dunno really, but im sure it's normal.just try not to think about him, if you see him then try to take your mind off him. cant think of anything else to say really

Reply 3

Anonymous #1

what can i do though...how can i stop feeling down everytime i see him, cos im going to see him a lot for a while....he doesnt teach me but i do see him a hell of a lot but he was off recently which was why i didnt see him for a while

Reply 4

floss

you've gotta just block him out.. or is he's going to use particular corridors just try and avoid them..

Reply 5

andy_cole2

why and how did he find out? anyway thats not the relevant issue i think blocking him out is the best thing, if seeing him is what triggers it stop seeing him avoid the bit where he hangs out :p: