Seriously, it just makes me sad sometimes. And no, I'm not denying white privilege exists, at least in certain areas. But I'm so sick of seeing people say all white people are racist; it doesn't even happen THAT often but when it does I feel like ****. I don't know whether it's because a lot of white people are racist and I just don't notice or if some idiots are just dramatic but it almost makes me feel guilty people feel like that, and then that makes me angry because it's not my fault. Yes I have judgemental thoughts- about everything, not even just race- but there's no way I'm the only one who does. And I'd never say them out loud. I hate feeling so bad over something I really shouldn't need to; how do I get over this?
Just as a side note, please don't start on "poor little white girl" jokes, I just want some help here.