eeee was this obvious

hmm....this morning was very stupid.....

was sitting on a table outside a teachers classroom with a friend, waiting for my lesson to start. his classroom door was open, but he wasnt in it. me and my friend were kinda sneaking glances into it... well i kinda turned around looked somewhere else when i saw the teacher coming through some double doors in the english department, i quickly glanced away. and looked at my friend who was looking at the teacher walking past behind me. aparently he looked at me, then to his classroom, then at my friend, then back to his classroom, then back at me looking at my friend. it was lyk he was looking to see where i was looking, if it was into his classroom, lyk he was suspicious that i was looking into his classroom. and because i was looking at my friend, well that must have been obvious...
he went somewhere else. he came back when my friend was in the midst of saying 'i cant believe he looked at you like that, when he walked behind her into his classroom and slammed the door....

when he came back out, i was looking anywhere but him...and well because i was embarased of what had happened i was lyk ', i hate life etc when my friend suddenly went 'your ****ing mad!!' which had got me into hysterics. he was standing there looking at me all curiously as to see why i was laughing. i was laughing even more cos i was embarased he was standing there looking at me. i just blushed furiously. well it was soo obvious. i was looking anywhere but him and i couldnt stop laughing. and he was just standing there, with a curious look on his face...like he was trying to act normal but was maybe thinking that he knew what was wrong with me...i dunno...im sooo embarased..
im back to square one cos he found out i had a crush on him. i dont anymore but im still embarased.
arrgh was it obvious i was acting like this because of him?