What's life

Sorry to post such a depressing topic but i cant stop crying thinking about how every week i end up in the same situation. sunday night crawling up in the corner of my room asking myself what i've done wrong to deserve what i have
-disgusting laziness
-no real friends
-never up to date
-transforming personality (v. different when im around different people)

i dont know but i just feel disgusting. i dont really know what im hoping for people to reply and say. just really need anyone to talk to, because i have no one and its really getting me down. i'd convinced myself i didnt need other people but im starting to regret it, but i cant ever trust anyone around me ever again. bunch of false people. and why the **** have i not done my work! how could an entire weekend go by!!!!

so suffocated.

Reply 1

Crimson Black

I occasionally feel the same, albeit on not quite as great a level as you are...

I suppose the only thing to stop this is to turn over a new leaf. Decide that you're gonna do your work, and stick to it. Use bbc.co.uk/news to stay up to date ( :p:

).

Dunno about the friends and personality issue though. :frown:

Reply 2

Lucy_88

you sound like me.....why have i not done any work yet i've been at uni 2 months!!!! And yes people are b*stards it's true.

Reply 3

Anonymous #1

sigh...i really dont know why i thought i could come on this board to help me feel better. mods pls lock

Reply 4

fairycakes

hey

i'm sorry ure feeling so down. when i feel ike this, i make a list of goals i want to get to. and make action plans of how to get there. cos i think there is a point when cryingo just doen'st help and u need guidance to get where u want to be and happy. what's the point being so unhappy when u can do somethingo about it, and be happy?

if ure disgusted by ure laziness, why don't u just do somethingo abot it?

hope i've helped, u need to do something about thingos, instead of just complaining or thinkingo abot it

xxxx