God!!! I Can't Put Up With It Anymore!! Everyday I Hear People Abuse Media Degrees At Least Once, (or Read About It). I Think If I'm Already Feeling So Pissed And Destroyed Then I'm Gna Feel Even Worse When I Actually Start The Degree Course!!! I'm Really Really Really Really Sick Of This Media-course-perception Of England!! On The Other Hand I Wish I Had Known About It Much Earlier!!! This Has Been Hauting Me For Months And Months! I've Had Enough Of It!! Do You Know What I Actually Did?! I Got Sooooo Pissed Off That I Randomly Called The Rhul Admissions Office And Asked Whether They Still Had Some Places Left In Other Departments, And Was Told,yeah You Can Still Apply For Politics, So I Applied There, And After Writing Some Random Essay, I Got An Offer! (my Predictions Were Quite Convincing: Aaaa!!!) Made My Parents And Teachers Happy, Cos They Think I Have Finally Recovered My Wits And Chose A "proper Degree"! Gosh, Bunch Of Snobs! I'm Absolutely Unhappy With Politics, Although I Think I Can Manage It. Neither Am I Happy With Media Arts Any More Cos I Feel Really Inferior Everytime I Tell Someone I'm Gonna Do Media At Uni!!! But Recently I've Also Heard That Some Ppl In England Also Slag Off Politics??!! Stop That!! Its Killing Me!! So!!!! What Now???!!! I Hold Offers For Both Media And Politics, Which One Should I Take??!!! Confusion And Chaos Are Killing Me!! Am I Not Allowed To Feel Happy Just For Once???!! I Think God Hates Me, I Really Do!!!!
PS, PLEASE DON'T GIVE ME THAT "DO WHAT YOU LIKE"-KIND OF ADVICE, COS I HATE THEM BOTH!!! I WANNA KNOW WHICH ONE IS BETTER PRESTIGE-WISE! AND ALSO DONT TELL ME TO REAPPLY NEXT YEAR, COS MY JAPANESE RELATIVES ARE GONNA SCOFF AT ME FOR THE REST OF MY LIFE!! (WELL THATS THE "JAPANESE" PERCEPTION: GAP YEAR STUDENT= LOSER!) I AM SICK OF THESE DIFFERENT PERCEPTIONS OF DIFFERENT CULTURES, MAN!!